Cherishing Old Memories
As amita browse through her facebook account, she saw the pictures and videos of various trips and events with her old friends. She is feeling nostalgic remembering the good old times... The radio on her red wood study table is playing Bruno Mars "Count on Me". On Blog she wrote:Dear Bloggy,
I am feeling very depressed and sad today.I miss my old friends and old life. Life was more meaningful and lovely. It wasn;t there were no problems but at least there was some life which was filled with contentment, good friends and joy. I used to loved hanging out with my friends, catching every movie on the first day or maybe three movies. I loved the admiration from guys who were good looking and nice. Then this bastard stepped in who is ugly looking and pathetically disgusting and he also ruined the only thing i had life.
Now, the same lush greenfield of joy and happiness have been deserted.
Today, i was watching movie Bedtime stories, where they were highligting the fact the goodness prevails. But unfortunately, life is neither a movie nor bedtime story. Here the bad wins and conquers the world. The Good just have a miserable and depressing life which actually could not be called a life.
Look around, those who cheat have better loving partners; those who sell their souls for money are more rich and have lovely life; those who sell their countries are rich renowed politicans; those who are bad are the only ones who will become Accidental Billionaires; where is goodness maybe just a word for bedtime stories or movies. A good guy can never succedd; a bad guy can never fail.
So the rule applies to my life as well; all those (typically 2 - guy and girl) who did bad to me are happy and successful after ruining my life. Now i can"t imagine if life is worth living. I have promised myself 1 year, if things dont change; i don"t think i would like to lead a life.
Regards
Amats
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